STRESS!!!!! PERFORMANCE COMING!!!

wa... looks like i have quite a few days did not really online... because i was really really.. not to say busy.. but not at home.. and many practises, performance, quizes, assignments have to rush...

well... i have lots of things to write... 1st... our halo very idol concert is coming... every group is busy preparing... haihz... this few days it was really really kinda stress for me...

on the 20th of june... is my youngest brother's birthday.. and i was not at home the whole day because i have practises at halo... after my class in college... around 12.30 i reach halo.. than we have to go out and look for our costume.. but we found nothing.. aikz... than we reach at halo around 6.30p.m.. than i have dance class after that... than straight to mainstream because i need to rehears for june 21 performance... and i came back around 11... my brother sleep d.. and i din even get to wish him happy birthday... what kinda of sister am i????!!!!!!!!!

june 21... i have performance at 12.30 at sg.wang t-hop... well.. i din really perform really really well.. but i glad that i improve in my singing... than around 4 i have to come back to mainstream to meet "ling qiong long"... which i dunno why also... btw... just get to know adwin from mainstream also who 1st time perform with us... wow!! he can dance really well.. =p ok.. he fetch me back from sg.wang to mainstream... and is really really bad jam... we took more than 1 hour to reach.. oh my god!!! hmm... than after meeting him.. which he say "wanna see what we learn in mainstream".. kinda swt... me and elliot need to rush to halo for practising... today i was dam stress... really really stress.. until my face really turn liao... really sorry... i am really really stress this few days... sorry still tears finally.. :( today i help alan's group for contemp together with yean... sleep very late because i chat with mun on the phone.. =p

june 22... get up early in the morning because got piano class... and i really really kinda sad i heard something really sad.. which i don wanna say... haihz... after that.. i came back and sleep.. because i was really tired.. and i get up like 2 something d... have to rush to halo... oh no.. than once i reach... i need to play the contemp for alan's group d... but at last selina say don wan use us... a bit disappointed but nvm la... i don wanna think bout that... went to 1u to shop for our costume... we shop and shop but at last still get what selina ask us to buy.... so ok la.. settle.. don wanna care anymore.. sien... today our dance have improve a lot... ^^ i hope we really can do well in the performance.. ^^

june 23.. which is today... went to halo for prac also... ^^ din really get to practise a lot... but still ok la... i need to help out at the back stage during performance... hehe.. i just wanna enjoy.. today i just finish my quiz... and i din really study for it.. shit... =p

hmm... i have many things have not been done.. well.. i haven apply for my uni... i really not in the mood to apply now.. i dunno y.. but those who knows me well... i think u all know la... i really dunno what am i thinking now... haihz... i wanna be good in everything... i really wanna achieve what i wan.. many many things really like happen now.. and like i really need to be strong... some of it i really don wanna write on my blog.. keep it personal... besides... halo forest idol training going to end soon... kinda sad also... cause is time to "seperate".. but our friendship DON!! :)

stop here la... haha... today just write about these few days stuff...