Gotta decide which uni i should go now!!

hmm... today went to college.. got 2 hours + break.. so went to look for Naini and ask for recommendation about which uni i should go...

oh gosh.. i haven done TFL.. aikz.. and many things... she asked me y haven decide where to go... so i said dunno which uni is better.. hmm.. since financial is not a problem.. she recommed me to go for Depaul at chicago... she said is top 10 business school...!!! WOW!!! and 1 more Northern Arizona... both are expensive.. actually what i am afraid now is i scared i cant cope with actuarial science.. aikz.. i really dunno!!! and another uni which i plan to go at 1st because many ppl transfer there... which is Drake and Nebraska-lincoln... but of course i hope i could get into Depaul or Arizona.. and most prob i will be travel alone.. what i am afraid now is... dunno whether the uni accept me a not... top 10.. not so easy get... :(

is really a time to decide... i had crack my head to think which uni.. lester told me to apply for all.. and only decide.. really many things need to do..

just came back from vocal class... today exam... singing really makes me relax... ^^ i feel more happy now... ^^ but same prob.. my singing still NO FEELING... aiyo... but quite happy sir said that my technically and projection everything is good... ONLY I NEED FEEL!!! haha.. he call me don be so "Stubborn".. sometimes need to relax more.. =p haha... true true.. =p

ish.. go to US... i wanna join their music also.. i hope i can continue... hehe... i won give up music de... and the composing.. i have no time to hand it up d... :( so dunno how le.. see dulu la.. =p

Holiday ended soon!!! gather with friends and some silly video.. =p

hmm... well... late for a day... haha... holiday gonna end soon.. and is time to go back to college.. wuu.. lazy.. =p

may22... went to redbox with jing and jun zian.. thought it was cancel.. but jing called so we decided to went to the curve redbox.. from 2-5pm.. hehe... went there quite late cause rushing there after my gu zheng class... hmm...

well... eat too much of "fried" food... i dunno it was fried.. so order wrong stuff.. some more eat so many peanut.. SHIT!! now.. sick d... i think i caught a cold... OH NO!!! haha... din really sing much.. reach there 2.45... simply click songs and sing.. haha...

nothing much to write.. post some pic.. =p hehe... after red box.. went to BIG APPLE b0ught some donuts for my bro.. hahaha.. =p

y jun zian like pointing middle finger.. =p zian and jing..

the "dirty" table.. =p

me and zian..

me and jing... "RED".. haha.. covering the flash.. =p
jing, me and zian..

may23.. went to 1u with my ji mui.. Yuen Wah.. hehe... she getting more and more leng lui.. =p she told me many sam si that day.. really feel sad for her.. she is really strong and facing her own prob... i hope i can help her...

hmm.. went for shopping... but din really shop la... most of the time we sit down makan keng gai.. hehe.. bought a pair of shoe only.. She chose for me.. haha.. very nice.. =p

the RM50 voucher that we won for the sticker photo competition.. we used it to take photo again.. haha... the photo very NICE ar.. HAHAHA... =p "zi lian".. =p din used my camera to take photo with her... but u all can see her from my previous blog la.. haha.. she is my best friend.. posted her before... ^^

today is may24.. nothing much to write.. went to halo training and composing class in mainstream.. afternoon i sleep like a pig.. =p because i really feel very sick.. wuu... today class 7 and 8 is "practising" day.. exam coming so everyone practise with their own song.. i found that not much ppl sing and dance.. kinda regret din sing and dance... cause my sing and dance is better than sing and play.. but i dunno how to create dance.. aikz... what to do.. my sing and dance "half pale water".. sing and play also "half pale water".. haha.. today when there is no keyboard to practise.. went to practise dance with wen zi.. haha.. me jojo and yean really stupid go create silly dance for MR Q.. haha... than later wei kuan yean and jojo dance wu niang.. oh really silly.. haha.. today david koon saw my "elephant ears"... haha... he say nice.. =p i think he is the 1st person to say it nice.. haha... got my ears of my dad.. =p i din complain anything la.. haha.. he call us to keep... wahaha... =p than later class ended.. me and my dai kor kk "4 shou lian tan".. dam funny.. too bad don have the video.. just got the wu niang.. =p

this is the silly video... =p have fun..

image from the mirror: left: chee yean, wei kuan(the teacher =p), jojo (the silly dance group).. haha.. than wen zi and me.. (learning wu niang with wen zi).. haha... silly us.. silly class 7 but all nice ppl.. ^^

tmr may25.. as usual go halo training.. than at night calling wei kuan to teach me software.. really need it..

than may 26!! BACK TO COLLEGE!! OH NO!! =p LAZY~~~

vesak day 的一天！！

今天一早... 没有和mun他们一起去zoo.. 哈哈！！马老师提议的... =p 因为陪家人... 昨晚写歌写到凌晨3点多... 差不多写完mainstream的主题歌了... ^^ 累到半命... =p 所以没有去..

下午和家人去the ship吃... 为了帮弟弟庆祝他获得最佳男运动员... ^^ 过后去1u逛一逛... 大约2.30我就去pyramid.. 陪爸妈逛一逛... 过后去找我二哥国希... =p

大约4点mun他们就到了... 哈哈... 我，强，chester，小妹去溜冰.. 死chester.. =p 进场前特地吓我们说其时他不会溜... 过后又会溜.. =p 教了我很久... 有大胆地括出去... =p 不过.. 我还是不会.. =p 又跌了2次.. 每次都是和chester“飞”的时候跌的.. wuu.. =p mun and alicia 就去逛街... ^^ hmm... 溜完冰后就到“园”去吃火锅... haha.. 真多人.. =p 就把一些趣事post上来吧！！ ^^

今天总而言之回到家就被妈妈骂.. =p 因为我迟了2个小时才回来... =p

me and keong.. take it secretly.. =p

小妹和chester.. 小妹很勇敢努力的在学.. =p

yo... =p

哈哈... 休息时间... 在洗冰.. =p 脱了鞋真舒服.. =p 我和强的.. =p

skating完毕来自拍.. =p 小妹和我.. ^^

yeah.. 玩得真过瘾.. =p

第一round火锅.. =p

和chester去抢chicken wing.. =p 抢了3次... 天啊！好像没吃过chicken wing一样.. =p 这是第二次抢的“成绩”.. =p 哈哈哈... keong还和小朋友抢... =p 第一次才有4只... =p

第3 round, 抢啊！！chester and keong.. 哈哈哈... =p 真的有够厉害... 每次鸡翅膀一来不用一分钟就没了... wa... =p

第3次的成绩... =p

拔掉虾壳的小妹.. =p

一个吃得那么爽... 一个拔到那么爽.. =p

SMS又出现了.. haha... S = shing yiing and see mun.. M = Mun yee (小妹)

拿东西吃... 吃gai yek.. =p (我的ice skating 票还不舍得拆) =p

keong 准备要解决那只东西.. =p

贪吃的3个人.. =p

alicia, sean, chester... 吃！！ =p

不懂第几round了... =p

差不多吃饱了.. 来个合照... see mun回了... :(

吃饱了... 乱七八糟.. =p 肚子好胀... =p

keong, sean, alicia, 我 - - 夜景

yo... alicia 和我！

女生那样小便的meh?? =p

男生也一样.. haha.. =p

今天真的玩得很开心... 好久都没有和魔棋的朋友一起出来了... 下个星期假期.. 但我开学了.. wuu.. chester载了我回家.. 在车上谈了很多... 他们问我舍不舍得出国.. 说实在.. 真的不舍得.. =p 不过没办法... 总得先念完书... ^^

期待下一次的outing.. ^^

失落的心情... 压力..

刚和chester和see mun谈完我的心事... 其时今天在海螺表现不是很好... 不懂搞什么鬼... 很紧张...

可能失落是因为我要求更高吧！！ 可是，我最失落的不是这件事... 我真的不懂为什么... 但是，一定要这样吗?? 虽然，你不懂有时我在意... 但是，我需要的是鼓励... 而不是一堆不好的东西往这里堆... 我不是吃醋... 就只是很失望...

今天chester也看得出我的心情不是很好... 我告诉了他... 其时也想要再继续加油.. david老师问我有没有兴趣当钢琴老师... 可是，我不是很会教... =p 我没有diploma cert.. =p 自弹自唱我还算新手...

有时回想起来... 每次我表演得再好... 我的朋友都觉得应该的... 我知道应该以最好的表现呈现给大家.. 上次表演弹琴... 就算我练得再苦... 再难的歌... 大家也说... 你本来就会弹... 有时听了，很心酸... 反而，从不会变会.. 让人更赞赏... hmm... 我想，如果我是他们也会赞赏那些从不会变会的吧！！ =p 算了吧！！可能我想太多...

我真的很想超越自己... 明天和魔棋的朋友去溜冰... 想放松心情... 没得和他们去动物园... hahaha... 想陪陪家人... ^^ 我希望不要想太多... 真的压力很大... 下个星期开学了.. 又忙上加忙了... 年尾的yamaha teacher's grade的performance考试... 要开始准备了...

一个月前的咳嗽病... 感觉好像还没痊愈.... 有时太刺激... 太冷... 我还会咳个不停... :( 强写给我的词... 曲我已经写好了.. 还没让他听... =p 哈哈哈... 怕怕！！ =p 魔棋演唱会的主题歌.. 开始写了.. alicia填好了词... hehe... 等我填上曲咯！！ =p 忙！！ =p

还是给自己的话... 加油吧！！ ^^

Proud of my BRO!! hehe... Puay Chai (1) sports day!!

this is my youngest brother... ^^ he will soon represent Malaysia.. wahaha.. =p with 6 gold, 1 silver and 1 bronze.. wahaha...

It's kinda surprise i went to Puay Chai my ex-school for sports day.. hahaha... wake up 6o'clock in the morning... aiyo... but it quite worth it la.. haha... i went to support my brother!! =p

hmm... reach kelana jaya stadium at 7 and send my bro 1st.. than my mum and i went to "hunt" for breakfast.. and oh gosh.. we found a chinese mamak stall.. and.. sorry to complain.. is kinda.. suckie.. haha.. so just simply eat some "pao" than went back to k.j again la... haha...

it starts quite on time... 8.30.. haha... see those primary school kids marching really cute.. haha... and the teachers are following and guiding them.. reminds me of my primary time.. haha...

not here to post the whole event of the sports day.. today i was very HIGH.. haha.. because i keep screaming for my brother.. like a "siao po"... =p

and today.. i become like camera woman.. holding 3 cameras.. run here and there.. walk up and down.. but i am dam happy.. because my bro win non stop.. =p wahaha.. proud of him...

when i look at those standard 1, 2, 3.. just remind me of taking part in sports day.. i think 1998.. oh my god.. 10 YEARS D!!!! haha.. when i was 9.. i remember taking part in those passing the basket ball.. haha.. won champion.. haha.. something funny.. when standard 1 they run for 50 meters.. once they finish.. they dunno where is the finish lign.. they continue running.. like more than 200 meters d.. haha.. so cute.. the teachers and scouts were chasing them.. =p

this is how it goes... =p

1st of all.. i am sitting there.. nothing to do.. so i simply snap pic without my mom knowing.. =p

and it started at 8.30.. hey.. the one who leading the blue team is my bro.. =p

BLUE TEAM!!

wow.. primary school sports day.. hehe... cant manange to take everyone.. =p

red, yellow, blue, green balloons... ^^

acara bacaan... erm.. i forgot what d... chinese is 宣誓.. haha.. sorry for other team flag leader.. i only trying to take my bro.. =p

haha.. march out... got a snap of my bro leading again..

band performance.. hehe.. cute cute.. is like so much diff compare to high school band.. =p

chinese yoyo... u can see the "yoyo" ma?? pic too small...

WOW!! CHAMPION!!! haha... what is this called d?? 跨栏.. lompat pagar?? haha... cant manage to take from the beginning cause start d... so fast..

3rd place for the 拔河.. tug of war... haha.. compete in school d...

prize giving... CHAMPION!! haha.. for the 跨栏...

100 meters... RUN RUN RUN!!! CHAMPION!! hahaha...

MY BRO CHAMPION AGAIN FOR 100 meters.. hehe.. and his time was super fast.. i don wan to say how fast.. but he can definately represent his high school.. "will see"... "dunno the future".. hahaha.. aiyo.. y the 3rd place guy so tall wan ar... =p taller than me 1 head... yer.. =p

aiya.. teacher.. u blocking my brother la.. =p 200 meters.. CHAMPION!! haha..
continue running till the end for 200meters.. still 1st.. hehe...
200 meters... winners... CHAMPION!!.. hehe..
compete with other school... 4 X 100meters... got 1st runner up.. Yoke chai dam fast huh.. in front d.. so din take.. haha.. 3rd place is sg.way...
yeah... 1st runner-up... puay chai (1) my bro and his team mates..
4 X 100 meters... compete among houses... haha... =p got 1st runner-up.. but my bro over took so CHAMPION!! sorry.. i was proud of him.. haha..
my bro and his team mates... 4 X 100 CHAMION!! 1st runner up also belongs to blue team.. ^^
haha.. u can see those parents and teacher in the sack??? they so spotting.. =p
going to end.. hehe.. can see my bro?? behind the balloons (yellow shirt).. (no time change shirt after the inter-school 4 X 100)
YEAH!!... 3 of them in front... from left.. best athelic for standard 5.. and 2 girls i dunno which is standard 4 and which is standard 5.. =p for guys.. best athelic (standard 4 went back d) aikz..
best athelic sports day 2008.. both from blue houses... wahaha... MY BROTHER IS THE BEST ATHELIC.. HAHA.. his results:
gold: lompat "pagar", 100 meters, 200 meters, 4 X 100 meters, lompat tinggi
silver: interschool 4 X 100 meters
bronze: tug of war
blue team won CHAMPION!!! hehe...